I am in a long distance relationship w someone i met online, it’s been 7 months since we first met and a week since i last saw him in person. It was wonderful, but also quite frustrating due to my family. I have been facing a lot of my shadow and so has he. I have ultimately decided to continue trying to make this relationship work out. To not let my fear and insecurities be the reason we do not work out if it must end that way. I am hopeful of the future, in love, and extremely grateful.
I have also decided to start applying for jobs again. The first job i applied to was through a friend, but i sadly didnt get it. Part of my reason in getting a job is to see him again. But also to conquer a part of my past where I told myself that I’d never willingly work where I had my first job, because it was terrible and traumatic. This time, older and more experienced, I will try again. Wish me luck.
